time.

If only this wasn't a thing.

I wish I could've paused in my childhood.
                                               Or rewind and relive certain experiences.

Time is truly painful.
                   

I wish I could've remained a happy nine year old with no worries.

Or an eleven year old that basically lived in trees.

before I knew it, I'm 17 and I don't know where my childhood went, or where my life is going.

but I do know this:

I choose to remain a child,

to remain creative & happy.

That whatever situation I'm in, I will try to make it a positive one.

 & I won't let anyone tell me who I am, or what to do with my life.

But most of all, I choose to be human.

an ACTUAL human, not just someone who falls in a routine of events. 

I will remain a creative person, for the creative adult is the child who survived.

God speed, lol.