2:43pm

At this time, all of my fears came back to me.
The sleepless nights & over thinking would continue on.

The fear that my parents would spit, and my world would be forever changed.
Coming home to them sitting together in the same room was strange enough.

But what they told me was worse.

So I put on a happy face & pretend it's all ok..
I put on a hat that doesn't fit.
& I won't let anyone know about it.

"Do it for your sister"
But I can barley do it for myself.