human?

  hu·man

    ˈ(h)yo͞omən/

     noun

      a human being, especially a person as distinguished

 from an animal or (in science fiction) an alien.

cy·borg

ˈsīˌbôrɡ/

noun

 a person whose physiological functioning is aided by or dependent upon a mechanical or electronic device

whats the difference here?

 It seems that most humans are cyborgs, they keep switching gears.

 Kids get together just to disconnect from one another.

this is not how life is meant to be lived.

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ADVENTURE? 

TO BASIC HUMAN INTERACTION?

WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE ARE MORE COMFORTABLE TO TALKING THROUGH A SCREEN THAN THEY ARE TO AN ACTUAL HUMAN BEING.

Do they actually live?

Or are they just merely existing.

They spend countless hours plugged in, connecting with things they have no connection with.

Do they have dreams?...

Could they even come up with their own memes?

Can they think for themselves?

 Or is their view deceived by that device they perceived to be evolutionary.

but what really is the evolution?

the device?

 Or the change from a human, to a corporate cyborg.

the pocket assistant!

everything ever imagined.

All in one small rectangular waste.

It only costs your freedom.

enough pls

If it was socially acceptable, I would probably scream 24/7.

 But since its not, I will spill my nonsense here.

It's funny how those who you once called your best friends are now faded memories.
Kinda sucks seeing those same kids in the halls everyday, yet they just pass by and pretend i'm not there. But what sucks the most is seeing the friends I do have slowly drift away.
 They start doing things without me, they don't reach out to me, and whenever I reach out to them it's always those same stupid excuses.

 they act like I don't have feelings, or that I barely even exist. 

apparently i'm one of those kids with a heart of stone. According to them I don't get offended, or that I don't care about anything.

 False.

 sorry, i'm an actual person. 

Sorry that i'm sick and tired of waiting around until you want me. 

I'm finished with trying to reach out. If you need me I will be in my room playing Pokemon.

fifty-seven million nine hundred and thirty one thousand two hundred and seven seconds

well, here we are.
an eighth of the way through senior year.
a fifth the way through our lives
about six thousand days we have lived.
and about twenty two thousand more to go.

WHAT WILL WE DO IN THESE DAYS?

WHAT WILL WE CHOOSE TO DO IN OUR PRECIOUS MOMENTS OF EXISTENCE?

why would we want to settle.

why would we get used to anything?

LIVE LIFE.

GO TRAVEL.

WATCH SPARTACUS.

GROW A PEACH TREE AND LIVE UNDER IT.

DO SOMETHING GREAT IN THESE LAST MILLION, TWO HUNDRED & SEVENTY THOUSAND HOURS.

do something.

don't just think about it. 

get off yer a44 right now and scream.

I'm asking you to scream.

RIGHT NOW.

1..

2...

3....

SCREAM BECAUSE YOUR'E MAD.

                                                   SAD.

                                                              HAPPY.

SCREAM BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID THING YOU DID IN THE THIRD GRADE.

SCREAM FOR THAT DOG YOU LOST.

SCREAM EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW WHY YOU'RE SCREAMING.

SCARE YOUR MOM.

stop. you didn't even scream did you?

If you did I applaud you,

mostly because you probably just made yourself look insane.

BUT THAT'S THE FUN OF IT.

BREAK FROM YOUR NORMS, NORMIE. 

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no direction

literally.
These are quotes from a few of my favorite songs.
Songs that have made me feel something.

The world is a vampire, set to drain,

 secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames.

What else should I be? All apologies.

What else could I say? Everyone is gay.

I am not your rolling wheels, I am the highway.

I am not your carpet ride, I am the sky.

Won't let you get me in my dreams like Freddy Kruger.

No i'm not no loser, i'll see you in hell.

At the end of the day, my momma told me don't let no one break me.

Coming up only to hold you under.

Coming up only to show you're wrong.

& to know you is hard, we wonder...

to know you all wrong, we warn.

She lies and shes in love with him, can't find a better man.

She dreams in colors, she dreams in red, can't find a better man.

I never thought i'd die alone.

I laughed the loudest who would've known.

Save tonight, fight the break of dawn, come tomorrow, tomorrow ill be gone.

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away.

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away.

Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong.

Tonight, I throw myself into,

& out of the red, out of the head she sang...

Am I more than you bargained for yet?

I've been dying to tell you anything you wanna hear cause that's just who I am this week.

I've got another confession to make, I am a fool.

Everyone's got their chains to break, holding you.

Were you born to resist, don't be abused.

Is someone getting the best of you?

I wanna see your pom-poms from the stands, come on, come on.

My fingertips, and my lips, they burn from the cigarettes, Forrest Gump.

Karma Police

Arrest this man, he talks in maths,

he buzzes like a fridge, he's like a detuned radio.

 Flip on the tele, wrestle with jimmy,

something is bubbling behind my back.

Bottle is ready to blow.

say it ain't so.

Scar tissue that I wish you saw.

Sarcastic mister know it all.

close your eyes while I kiss you cause'

with birds i'll share,

 with birds i'll share this lonely view.

Stranded in this spooky town.

Stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down.

floors crackling cold,

she took my heart I think she took my soul. 

time.

If only this wasn't a thing.

I wish I could've paused in my childhood.
                                               Or rewind and relive certain experiences.

Time is truly painful.
                   

I wish I could've remained a happy nine year old with no worries.

Or an eleven year old that basically lived in trees.

before I knew it, I'm 17 and I don't know where my childhood went, or where my life is going.

but I do know this:

I choose to remain a child,

to remain creative & happy.

That whatever situation I'm in, I will try to make it a positive one.

 & I won't let anyone tell me who I am, or what to do with my life.

But most of all, I choose to be human.

an ACTUAL human, not just someone who falls in a routine of events. 

I will remain a creative person, for the creative adult is the child who survived.

God speed, lol.

eu·phor·ia

/yo͞oˈfôrēə/

noun

1. a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness.

   
   

   
   

   What does it take to be immensely euphoric?

    Is it something simple like finding a toy in your cereal box?

   Or seeing your favorite band live for the first time?

   Possibly it's that very first kiss you've been waiting to have with someone.

   Or finding out that your best friend survived surgery. 

   Maybe it's realizing that you passed a test you were certain you failed.

   Or achieving something you thought was un-reachable.

   Are these bursts of joy worth all of the pain we go through to reach them?

   Or are these the results of struggles that make us human.

2:43pm

At this time, all of my fears came back to me.
The sleepless nights & over thinking would continue on.

The fear that my parents would spit, and my world would be forever changed.
Coming home to them sitting together in the same room was strange enough.

But what they told me was worse.

So I put on a happy face & pretend it's all ok..
I put on a hat that doesn't fit.
& I won't let anyone know about it.

"Do it for your sister"
But I can barley do it for myself.